Siti Mahdaria

Kala surya menghilang
Bulan dan bintang kan bersemi lagi
Bagaikan pelita yang datang
Menyinari sukma
Yang dilanda lara duka nestapa

Kala burung berkicau
Mentari pagi akan datang lagi
Menghangatkan hati yang sedang
Dimabuk asmara dan menyiksa raga

Dimanakah, akan kucari pengganti dirimu
Entah di mana oh dimana, dimana
Dimana lagi, harus kucari

Mengapakah diri ini harus tersiksa lagi
Entah mengapa, oh mengapa, mengapa
Tersiksa lagi

Apa saja yang membuatmu bahagia
Telah ku lakukan untukmu
Demi mengharapkan cintamu
Kini ku bagai menanti
Datangnya pelangi
Di malam hari yang sepi
Ku sadari yang telah ku lakukan
Membuat hatimu terpenjara
Dan tak kuasa ku membukanya
Walau seluruh dayaku ingin bersamamu
Kunci hatimu patah tak terganti

Reff :
Cinta tak harus memiliki
Tak harus menyakiti
Cintaku tak harus mati
Oh cinta
Tak harus bersama
Tak harus menyentuhmu
Membiarkan dirimu dalam bahagia
Walau tak disampingku
Itu ketulusan cintaku

Don’t leave me in all this pain
Don’t leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

(chorus)
Un-break my heart
Say you’ll love me again
Un-do this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart, my heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don’t leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can’t forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me

(Chorus)

Ohh, oh
Don’t leave me in all this pain
Don’t leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
(rpt Chorus except last line)

Un-break my
Un-break my heart, oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin’
Without you I just can’t go on
Can’t go on

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

I'm 15 for a moment
Caught in between 10 and 20
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
I'm 22 for a moment
She feels better than ever
And we're on fire

Making our way back from Mars
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to lose
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
I'm 33 for a moment
Still the man, but you see I'm a they
A kid on the way
A family on my mind
I'm 45 for a moment
The sea is high
And I'm heading into a crisis

Chasing the years of my life
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy, Time to lose yourself
Within a morning star
15 I'm all right with you
15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live
Half time goes by
Suddenly you?re wise
Another blink of an eye
67 is gone

The sun is getting high
We're moving on...
I'm 99 for a moment
Dying for just another moment
And I'm just dreaming
Counting the ways to where you are
15 there's still time for you
22 I feel her too
33 you?re on your way
Every day's a new day...
15 there's still time for you
Time to buy and time to choose
Hey 15, there's never a wish better than this
When you only got 100 years to live

Now, my age is 16 years 42 days old. I don't know why, but suddenly I think about a boyfriend. I'm so happy if I have a boyfriend, because I always dream of that.
Many of my friends char or share to me about their boyfriend and I give solution if they have some problems from their relationship. I like a girl who has many experiences about love, whereas I'm blind about that. Actually, I ever have a relationship with everyone.

So, I want to have a relationship with someone, but I always feel affraid if I can't make their feeling be compfort with me. I'm not brave, to greet or speak with someone new who make a chemistry in my heart. I try not to think about it again. But my mind always think about it. I'm so be confussed. What should I do? Someone must help me to get out from this feeling.